Which is why getting a new calling is so very difficult for me. Please understand that I never turn down a calling, but dealing with the change it brings can be daunting for me.
For the past eight months or so I have been the Sunbeam teacher and loved every minute of it – Truly I did. I had the cutest four Sunbeams. They brought me joy and amazed at their grasp of gospel principles at the age of three.
On top of that I was also the Teacher Development Instructor for the past two months. Juggling both callings took some maneuvering. My little Sunbeams sat by themselves during Sharing Time while I taught Teacher Development during Sunday School. I would end Sunday School a few minutes early so I could rush into Primary to gather up my Sunbeams, hectic to say the least.
I was growing very concerned about my Sunbeams and feeling that what was happening with them was not fair or right. Then I grew doubly worried about the beginning of a new year because these new Sunbeams would not be ready to fly solo during Sharing Time. What was I going to do?
On top of these worries cam the possibility of new adventures for me that would make it impossible for me to do either of these two callings let alone both at the same time. (I alluded to these adventures in my last post – and I still am not quite ready to share – soon though.) As the worries were forefront I received a visit from a member of the Bishopric.
In case you couldn’t read it, it says:
“Dear Sister Murphy,
You are a ‘whopper’ of a teacher. You help me reach for the “stars’. You
Help me control my ‘butterfinger(s)’. You bring me ‘Joy’. You are a “SweetTart’. I Love You.”
It melted my heart and reminded me how important teaching these little ones are.
I will miss teaching them every week, but am grateful I will still be in Primary to watch them grow in so many ways.